Toot te taare

Beetai waqt k purze , zehen me utar aaye.
Kuch adhure khwab, aankho se utar aaye.
Puchta hu mai, in tanha rasto se
Ye kaun see jagah hai, hum kidhar aye.

tasveerai.n jal gayee, rishte alag hue.
Ek zindgee bachee hai, bas ye guyzar jaye
Puchta hu mai, in tanha rasto se
Ye kaun see jagah hai, hum kidhar aye.

Ukta gaya hu mein, tanhai k alam se.
kahi aisa na ho sahil, tanha umar jaye.

Puchta hu mai, in tanha rasto se
Ye kaun see jagah hai, hum kidhar aye.

Jab dhoondhne chala, apne kisi rishte ko.
Hazaro.n k darmiya.n, bas wo nazar aye.
Puchta hu mai, in tanha rasto se
Ye kaun see jagah hai, hum kidhar aye.

shaher-e-khamosh me leta hu, ek yaad k sirhane
Aj aram mil raha hai, aaj hum apne ghar aye
Puchta hu mai, in tanha rasto se
Ye kaun see jagah hai, hum kidhar aye.

Eent k tukde

Ek ghar hai
usme rehti kuch apno ki yadein hai.
hum mehman ban k kabhi shaam ko usme jaate hai.
dhool ki kursi se lakdi ki awaaz aatee hai.
kanch k bartano me tapakti chhat jagmagati hai.
purane akhbaar hawao mein tairte muskurate hai.
bhaari awaz mein boodhe darwaze apne paas bulate hai.
Mere guzre sabhee pal ab bhee wahee baithe hai.
Goya ye baat aur hai ki nazar nahee aate hai.
koi apna kisi deewar pe tasveer mein mil jaye.
puranee mehfilein roshan hone lagtee hai
kai beetai kisse mil jate hain.
Sheher k logo se achchee baat cheet hai meri
Har roz jaane pehchane chehre mukhoto.n me mil jate hai.
Jab bheed ki ghutan me akela hota hu
to is ghar me bikhre chehre mujhe yaad ate hai
Meri yado k dhage iskee dewaro se jude hain
Meri zindgee pe iska ek khaas asar hai.
Ammi ki mannat, abbu ki khwahish.
baba k sapne, dadi ki umar hai.
Mer apno ki yado.n ka sunsan
Ek ghar hai.

Tapaktee rakkh choole bujha gai

Rukhsat hue ek din zindgee se is tarah.
Udta hua panchi dhundhla ho jis tarah.
Gir kar zamee pe toot gai khakh ho gai.
Muddat me jo ai thee gumsum see ek wajah
fir khakh hue chulhe jalne lage makan
kuch aankh bhar gaiuthne laga dhua
kya haal poochte ho is badhaalee mein
bhookee aas baith tee hai soone thaali mein
kuch dafn ho gae kuch raakh ho gae
Dair-o-haram k jhagde ab pak ho gae
Na ranjish ye mitee hai na insaan mitega
Miti hai bas muhhobbat teri meri jeenai ki wajah
Ek yateem ki ankhe jud gae meri ankho se dafatan
bahtee huee ankhe rukengi ab kaha
Rukhsat hue ek din zindgee se is tarah.
Udta hua panchi dhundhla ho jis tarah.
Gir kar zamee pe toot gai khakh ho gai.
Muddat me jo ai thee gumsum see ek wajah

wo ek narangi kaanch ka tukda

dhue k fasle bhee dhundhle hone lage ........
ubalte paani ka dhua chilam se chipak k rone laga........
rakh k tukde hawa me goonj k khone lage......
gudgudate paani se kuch baat cheet hone lagee
dard se ukta k khushi aankh se bahne lagee
chehre ubarte the or hawa me ud jate the
dhue k challe chehro k frame banate the
khud hee jalta tha aur mujhko bujhata tha
dhue k gubar k peeche main khud ko chupata tha
ufante lavz suro me bandh k aate the
meri kaifiyat ka ahsas mujhko dilate the
gar mehfil me ho maujd to ek rang aa jata hai
mujhko akela dekh mere sang aa k baith jata tha
tu ek ehsas hai jo bujh nahee sakta
hazaro dard k andhero me ruk nai sakta
ab tu bujh gaya aur mein rakh ho gaya
fir se subah hue aur me kho gaya
fir wahee bheed wahee pareshaniya
har ek sadme se umadtee hairayniya
fir shaam ho rahee hai
fir zakhm khul rahe hai
fir akele me sannaton k shor hansne lage
dhue k fasle bhee dhundhle hone lage
ubalte paani ka dhua chilam se chipak k rone laga
rakh k tukde hawa me goonj k khone lage

complete and incomplete

ek roz abbu ghar nahee laute
naa afsos tha kisi ko
naa yaad ki kisi ne
mujh me jo ek beta chupa tha
bas yaad ki usee ne
wajah dhoondhta raha unke takhat k kono me
ciggarret ka dhua ginata raha fasla hum dono me
ghar se kati wo kothari hee de saka us shaqs ko
dhundhta raha is mahal mein un k ankahe har lavz ko
kaleje se kaat k wo tukde khilate the
meri ek mmuskurahat k liye bhooke hee so jaate the
ammi k daantne pe khud beech mein aate the
phir chat pe aansu ponch kar mujhe sitaro mein uljhate the
ammi guzar gayee jab to main bhee kho gaya
wo budha hua toota shaqs akela rah gaya
abbu galti hui mujhse ek bbaar maaf kar do
bhatka hua beta samajh ek baar pyaar kar do
mein akela hu is apne ghar mein
mujhe tumharee yaad aatee hai
har tasveer tumharee
kuch ashq le aatee hai
khuda dekha nahee hai maine
gar khuda hota to tum hee hote
ek roz abbu ghar nahee laute

daur..

main ek katra hu
toota tha kinaro.n se
ab ret pe leta hu
aur zameen khaa rahee hai
leher ne mujhe apna kaha
haath thama , aur bitha liya
mujhe kya pata tha
ye kaha jaa rahee hai

khaultee dhoop jo padi
to ret jal gayee
kuch ris gaya main
kuch bhaap ban gayee
ab kuch nahee bacha hai
to kya jala rahee hai
main ek katra hu
toota tha kinaro.n se
ab ret pe leta hu
aur zameen khaa rahee hai

latakte din

jab din pedo.n par ugaa karte the
har ek nayee khwahish ek darakht banatee thee
phoolo.n se jhankti khushboo khushiya.n lutatee thee
chand roz ped pe chadhta tha aur subah kood jata tha
har shab ek naya daag le ata tha
sitaare toot k pattiyo.n mein atak jaate the
kabhee pattiya.n jagmagatee thee
to kabhee sitaare lehrate the
ab yaado.n k panchee kabhee kabhee baseraa karne ko aate hai
sookhe pattiyo.n ko jama kar ek jagah rakh jaate hain
panchi dekhte hai barish ki tapaktee boondo.n ko
bheegtee ujadtee kuch khaas umeedo.n ko
koi rahgeer gar aas paas aa jata hai
ghaans ka kaaleen use paas bitha leta hai
is sunsaan se baageechai mein kabhee hum hua karte the
apne inhee haatho.n se har pal chua karte the
apne fisal jaane pe bikhartee hansi aatee thee
koi apna jo gir jaaye to hum dua karte the
jab din pedo.n par uga karte the

istithi

har lavz ud gaya
ek baat rah gayee
failee maut pe saji
chandd rat rah gayee
kuch log the isi toote makan me
maujud ek shehr tha
unki zuban me
bas raakh rah gayee
ek jalti yaad rah gayee
har lavz ud gaya
ek bat rah gayee

mazhab me fir boyi ranjish
to ab kya phool khilega
aankho se chipak kar
shab bhar chaand jalega
na eid mani hai
na paet bhara hai
na zakhm bhare hai
na ashq kam hue
kahi rishte dafn hue
kahi aag rah gayee
har lavz ud gaya
ek baat rah gayee
failee maut pe saji
chandd rat rah gayee

STORY OF "SOMEONE FLOWER"

Today i am going to tell you one story....its about a guy who's standing on the

edge of a cliff....Looking at the horizon..he is so calm and relaxed.....Then he

saw that flower..Deep down in the valley.... A flower of blue purple and black

colour..."SOMEONE FLOWER" people call it " someone flower".....That flower took

his breath...That was the sweetest thing that he had ever seen..a voice came from

inside his heart "i want it..BECAUSE I LOVE IT..".Another voice came from his

brain "But its impossible its deep down in the valley".. This time his heart won

over his brain..He jumped off...He started falling...He knew that it gonna end

with his life...but now hes falling ..he feels like he is in heaven...all he can

see is "SOMEONE" ...every thing is looking beautiful...but then after that

precious n beatuful moment he is on the ground...bleeding...crying...he can still

see "SOMEONE"....no...It can't be true..Its going away from his vision...his frndz

came...they can see the blood..but they can't see the pain..they are sayin you

gonna b fine in some time,,,ambulance of time is on the location and filling him

with all artificial blood.... and he is back on his feet again...but now he is

scared and he dnt wanna go to tat cliff again...now hes afraid of flowers....hes

afraid of SOMEONE..... all his dreams about someone are shattered....Now he can

breath..can pretend that he is alive but he is not....He realized one thing

..."NEVER FALL FOR SOMEONE"....

burried alive on a cloud

ye kaisa mod aaya
tha main sab chod aaya
na tha kuch yaad mujhko
bhulaya tha u tujhko
nai rahe chuni thi
kai khwahish buni thi
par ab tu aa gaya hai
zehen pe chaa gaya hai
ek gamn ka panna jod de tu
mujhe yahee pe chod de tu
me ji lunga tere bin
par rounga kai din
main gam ko sirhane rakh k sounga
kai din khud se bolunga
tu mera tha hi nahee
main jaanta tha nahee
tu soch na mere bare mein
tu khilta hai baharo me
tujhe pana hai mushkil
aur ye nadan mera dil
par ab main kuch na bolunga
teri yaadon mein rolunga
khawbon ka jo ek shehr tha
waha sab tod aya
ye kaisa mod aaya

bhram

kai dhage jodkar banayee thee ek rishte ki chaadar
ek kori ujlee see naye rishte ki chaadar
na koi daag tha us par bas ek shakl thee
rakhi thi dil-o-zami pe bade naaz se bichakar

par ab dekhta hu kuch salvatein us chadar mein
kyu ankho ki nami goonjti hai us chadar mein
maine rakha tha har gam se jisko bachakar
wo meri ummeedon se bandhi ek rishte ki chadar

door ek chat pe sookhtee nazar aatee hai
waqt ki hawa me udti hai lehrati hai
yaado k dhaage ab bhee meri ungliyo se bandhe hai
jitna door jau utna paas aatee hai
har tane ne iske mujhko rakha hai uljhakar
meri khwahish mere sapno se bani wo chadar

Thoughts...just to put my own Thoughts

May be some day i'll get a thought that can make this blog especial ...... don't laugh....